Thursday July 23 2015

What the hell am I here for-I mean really!

My beloved Bette-the woman I have loved since meeting-is no longer with me-I think of her in the Spirit world but right there implies separation-the Spirit world has chosen to avoid a direct line of communication from our dear departed to us mortals- I think about mediums-I think about dreams-I think I have observed signs-I think-I think-I think-I want to feel! I want to feel her face in my hands-I want to feel her hand in mine-I want to feel her warm embrace!

I’ve heard it’s best not to live for another person for all kinds of obvious and maybe not so obvious reasons but  how do you live without the person you love!

There are people in my life that love me and I them and when I say – what the hell am I here for -I mean really – I know I am being selfish, to put it mildly.

When Dark Matter enters the arena little else matters.

For Bette’s sake and mine (for we all know taking one’s life is no easy matter) I will humbly be grateful for the preciousness of life and pray for the weight of grief to become a little lighter.

Love to you all