It is now a past life. I don’t know how to think of it any other way.
And
It will always be in the present.
The thought of rebirth is just that.
And
If living in grief constitutes a new life then it is one of minimal expectation. curiosity, empathy and harmony.
When and if the time comes to find fulfillment I wonder how much interest will be there.
And
Will I be able to let go what I discovered in the arms of grief.